Wednesday, December 4, 2013

irl meet

yesterday i met a guy who has been messaging me a lot online. i met him at a hotel bar around noon and we drank until about 4, i was fucked up and so he took me up to his room to "rest", he got me drunk on purpose of course cause hes local but he already has a room there? sure. more like he knew he could get me too wasted to drive and have an opportunity to get me alone, which is exactly what he did.

the room was spinning by the time he got me upstairs and onto the king size bed. i saw him over at the thermostat but didnt think anythng of it. then gradually i started to get really really hot. i was so drunk it was making me nauseous. so he said let's get you out of some of this fabric so can you cool down. i couldnt fight him so soon i was laying there in just my panties. He put a hose up to my mouth and told me to suck on it so i wouldnt feel so nauseous. it tasted like pot but with something extra in it, something i never tasted before. it hit me immediately and i saw patches of black in front of me, my nausea was gone and i was sooo much more fucked up than before.things went black. when i woke up, my arms were tied back and there was duct tape over my mouth. my thong was pulled aside and he was on top of me, naked, pounding me deep. i moaned under the duct tape and he slapped my face. when he started to choke me my pussy was on fire and i came right as i passed out. i came to feeling a big wide cock stretching my now tape free mouth, my head hanging backwards off the bed, the cock forcing its way into my throat, making me choke and gag, which only seemed to result in the cock being forced deeper each time i gagged on it, my head held tight by the ears. Above me i saw a video camera running, capturing this assault on my mouth and face and throat, which continued for ten or fifteen more minutes before it culminated in a rough pounding facefuck that made me gag and convulse against my restraints. he shot half the huge load of his cum in my mouth and squirted the rest all over my face, then slapped me with his cock a few times and used his cock to rub the cum all over my lips. i faded back out into unconsciousness.

when i woke up there was an envelope with cab fare and a note that said "we've only just begun." i felt scared and excited at the same time, and still do.

since i got home ive been riding my toy nonstop and he's been sending me messages calling me dirty names which is making me really hot. i wish a stranger was fucking my face while irode my toy and he called me names.

every time i cum i just want more.

hes orderingme to try to force a second toy inside wthe first...two in my pussy. omg

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

yessss

ooooh i feel like i can fuck myself forever.... it kicked in all the way about five minutes after my last post and ive been abusing my body ever singe. clamping my nipples, ballgagging myself, ramming toys in to double penetrate me....mmmm i wish i had one of those fucking machinges that you get tied to and it drives a dildo in and out of you at high speeds... whether you want it to or not.... mmmmmmmmmmmmm. yes....thatd be so fucking good id never stop, id set up a webcam and people could just watch my fucking machine rape me over and over while men come and go to fuck my face since im tied and cant stop them. theyd pass out copies of my key. mmmmm my whole life would be fucking and being a slut. im so wet.idlove if a guy was here watching me go crazy on myself. hed be shocked the lengths i go to....im so fucking dirty. im a dirty fucking cunt and i love it. mmmmmmm thepll was a fucking great idea. im taking another one soon. i want to be up for days fucking my cunt.

experiment

i know viagra is for guys, but i have heard of girls taking it too. i was curious what it might do to me. so i have just taken some. i have been up all night. lets see if it makes me into a sex crazed slut all day. update: i can feel my pussy getting warm and tingly and im very aware of my breasts. this feels nice. its getting more and more intense. i want to put on lots of red lipstick.

Monday, December 2, 2013

im out of batteries, i go thru them like water, but that doesny=t stop me from ramming my cunt w my toy. i need a new one tho. i want a nice long fat disco stick to ride while im dressed up in pvc and made up super slutty so i can videotape it. booze cigs smoke pillsanything i can do beforehand i will soi will be so unrestrained and slutty i will black out and be the dirtyest litle freaky fuck you ever saw. im so fcuking wet just slammin this toy inside mmy hot puss. love gettin fucked up and fucking. soemone tell me where the fuck to get poppers please

need it so bad

di need to be trained, belt around my neck tightening when im badm drugs and forced insertion in bondage when im good. i ache for a strange cock to invade me while i hallucinate in acid mixed w x and they brainwash me into a life of drugged raped servitude. its so dirty and vile i am slapping myself across the face hard while ihave a toy shoved up deep enough to hurt. punishing myself but i need a Master to punish me the way i deserve - in the most depraved degenerate sick manners possible. de fucking myself is sooooo good, i am addicted to it. i love addiction. it controls and uses you and makes you do things so shocking and forbidden and its sooo gooood how it brings out the perversions of others who want to use you a their cumrag fantasy toy and corrupt you until you are only good for being the best fuck theyve ever had, mmmmmmm.

Saturday, November 30, 2013

riding this big plastic cock hurts in such a hot way. just wish ihad cock in my ass and throat.

oh pls

how would you forcefuck me>>?