dirty depraved desires for forced intox

id love to meet some older men who are into corrupting girls like myself, making them get wasted on booze and weed and poppers, maybe even sending them heavier shit to do on cam or custom vid, guys that get off on watching girls get so fuckd up on drugs and so slutty and easy to order around, who get so needy for more drugs they become slavelike, itd be hot to meet a guy who wanted to give me tons of hardcore drugs just to see me fucked up and wasted so he could stroke his cock to it. thats so perverse and filthy its delicious and hot.