irl meet

yesterday i met a guy who has been messaging me a lot online. i met him at a hotel bar around noon and we drank until about 4, i was fucked up and so he took me up to his room to "rest", he got me drunk on purpose of course cause hes local but he already has a room there? sure. more like he knew he could get me too wasted to drive and have an opportunity to get me alone, which is exactly what he did.

the room was spinning by the time he got me upstairs and onto the king size bed. i saw him over at the thermostat but didnt think anythng of it. then gradually i started to get really really hot. i was so drunk it was making me nauseous. so he said let's get you out of some of this fabric so can you cool down. i couldnt fight him so soon i was laying there in just my panties. He put a hose up to my mouth and told me to suck on it so i wouldnt feel so nauseous. it tasted like pot but with something extra in it, something i never tasted before. it hit me immediately and i saw patches of black in front of me, my nausea was gone and i was sooo much more fucked up than before.things went black. when i woke up, my arms were tied back and there was duct tape over my mouth. my thong was pulled aside and he was on top of me, naked, pounding me deep. i moaned under the duct tape and he slapped my face. when he started to choke me my pussy was on fire and i came right as i passed out. i came to feeling a big wide cock stretching my now tape free mouth, my head hanging backwards off the bed, the cock forcing its way into my throat, making me choke and gag, which only seemed to result in the cock being forced deeper each time i gagged on it, my head held tight by the ears. Above me i saw a video camera running, capturing this assault on my mouth and face and throat, which continued for ten or fifteen more minutes before it culminated in a rough pounding facefuck that made me gag and convulse against my restraints. he shot half the huge load of his cum in my mouth and squirted the rest all over my face, then slapped me with his cock a few times and used his cock to rub the cum all over my lips. i faded back out into unconsciousness.

when i woke up there was an envelope with cab fare and a note that said "we've only just begun." i felt scared and excited at the same time, and still do.

since i got home ive been riding my toy nonstop and he's been sending me messages calling me dirty names which is making me really hot. i wish a stranger was fucking my face while irode my toy and he called me names.

every time i cum i just want more.

hes orderingme to try to force a second toy inside wthe first...two in my pussy. omg

yessss

ooooh i feel like i can fuck myself forever.... it kicked in all the way about five minutes after my last post and ive been abusing my body ever singe. clamping my nipples, ballgagging myself, ramming toys in to double penetrate me....mmmm i wish i had one of those fucking machinges that you get tied to and it drives a dildo in and out of you at high speeds... whether you want it to or not.... mmmmmmmmmmmmm. yes....thatd be so fucking good id never stop, id set up a webcam and people could just watch my fucking machine rape me over and over while men come and go to fuck my face since im tied and cant stop them. theyd pass out copies of my key. mmmmm my whole life would be fucking and being a slut. im so wet.idlove if a guy was here watching me go crazy on myself. hed be shocked the lengths i go to....im so fucking dirty. im a dirty fucking cunt and i love it. mmmmmmm thepll was a fucking great idea. im taking another one soon. i want to be up for days fucking my cunt.

experiment

i know viagra is for guys, but i have heard of girls taking it too. i was curious what it might do to me. so i have just taken some. i have been up all night. lets see if it makes me into a sex crazed slut all day. update: i can feel my pussy getting warm and tingly and im very aware of my breasts. this feels nice. its getting more and more intense. i want to put on lots of red lipstick.

im out of batteries, i go thru them like water, but that doesny=t stop me from ramming my cunt w my toy. i need a new one tho. i want a nice long fat disco stick to ride while im dressed up in pvc and made up super slutty so i can videotape it. booze cigs smoke pillsanything i can do beforehand i will soi will be so unrestrained and slutty i will black out and be the dirtyest litle freaky fuck you ever saw. im so fcuking wet just slammin this toy inside mmy hot puss. love gettin fucked up and fucking. soemone tell me where the fuck to get poppers please

need it so bad

di need to be trained, belt around my neck tightening when im badm drugs and forced insertion in bondage when im good. i ache for a strange cock to invade me while i hallucinate in acid mixed w x and they brainwash me into a life of drugged raped servitude. its so dirty and vile i am slapping myself across the face hard while ihave a toy shoved up deep enough to hurt. punishing myself but i need a Master to punish me the way i deserve - in the most depraved degenerate sick manners possible. de fucking myself is sooooo good, i am addicted to it. i love addiction. it controls and uses you and makes you do things so shocking and forbidden and its sooo gooood how it brings out the perversions of others who want to use you a their cumrag fantasy toy and corrupt you until you are only good for being the best fuck theyve ever had, mmmmmmm.

riding this big plastic cock hurts in such a hot way. just wish ihad cock in my ass and throat.

oh pls

how would you forcefuck me>>?

fuzzy memories of foster care

My foster family used to pimp me to strangers but they never came right out and said that was what they were doing, and they always got the money beforehand, so it always seemed to be that strange men were abducting me, drugging me, and doing anything they wanted to do to me sexually, and then dropping me in front of my house. i never questoned how they would know where i lived because i was always too fucked up on drugs and liquor. they used all kinds of things on me. liquor shots, jello shots, pills of all kinds, laughing gas kept on my face for hours at a time, shots of unknown origin, pieces of paper placed on my tongue that made the world funny for ten hours or more.....and always i was the sex slave, always i had to call them daddy, always i had to open my mouth wide and swallow the salty warm, sometimes throat stinging stuff that shot from huge beige and pink and brown hoses that they stuffed down my throat until i choked and gagged, and when i did gag they laughed and pushed them farther. i was always so sore on my bottom andbetween my legs for days after and i didn'tknow why. but my foster family always had new things afterwards. and they began to homeschool me. one of my classes was about how to smoke cigarettes properly. another was about sucking on carrots and bananas. i didnt understand why i had to know how to do that. but i knew  if i didn't do it i would get beaten with the belt every day for a week.

taken by force

ive been raped many many times. if you would like me to write about them, just comment on this. if
\you want to hear about my really early experiences then you can arrange a  call to me on my 800 number that i use for my phone sex job. i can give you a cheap rate since its a long story plus who knows maybe you will like hearing about my perverted early life and want to call again to hear more. if you want to know that number and arrange an appointment then comment too. i still have my toy rammed deep in my hot pussy. i am seriously  dirty slut. i cant sleep i just want to get high and fuck myself.

dirty depraved desires for forced intox

id love to meet some older men who are into corrupting girls like myself, making them get wasted on booze and weed and poppers, maybe even sending them heavier shit to do on cam or custom vid, guys that get off on watching girls get so fuckd up on drugs and so slutty and easy to order around, who get so needy for more drugs they become slavelike, itd be hot to meet a guy who wanted to give me tons of hardcore drugs just to see me fucked up and wasted so he could stroke his cock to it. thats so perverse and filthy its delicious and hot.

cocksucking

i love to gag on cock so much. i love when a guy pushes my head down hard on it and i choke and he keeps pushing and he grabs my hair and yanks my head back and forth so fast by my hair, and im choking on that cock in my throat and gagging and he doesn't care, he just keeps pumping my head and throat, and drool is pouring out of my mouth all over the place and i'm making some animal noise and all i can do is hold my mouth open as wide as i can and let him do it, just go limp and be a fuck doll, a ragdoll fuckdoll for him to use and abuse and choke with that huge cock. all the better if my hands are tied behind my back and i cant keep him from going as deep as he wants to. omg so hot im really wishing i had a guy here right this moment doing that to me id love it so much

smoking in gloves and makeup while riding toy equals omg

i love to smoke cigarettes and joints and cigars, and wear leather gloves, black ones both long and short, when i'm riding my toy, the way i am now. i love how the leather feels against my nipples as i pinch pull and twist so roughly, and i love how it looks against my creamy complexion.

i love either bright red lipstick or jet black gothic lipstick, black eyeliner in a thick cats eye, a touch of blush, lots of pale powder. sometimes i like to have blackened eyes, rimmed in lots of black and lids covered.

i love looking at my lipstick prints on my dirty ciggy butts in the ashtray. Slutty

very very early

i started putting things inside my pussy very early.

hurt me

i love to be choked. especially when i am being forcefucked in the ass. so fucking hot. i like to be choked til i pass out. and then wake up and im still being taken in the ass, so hard and deep, and the hands go back around my neck and i pass out again. oh yes. so so good. to be a little rag doll. a fuck rag. hot. i like to be slapped too. hard. mmmm;

good fucking vibes

i forgot how good it feels to have that vibrator up against my pussy, buzzing my clit so hard. Making me wet and ready to start shoving it inside my hot cunt while i use pussy juice to lube my clit so i can rub it hard while i fuck my tight cunt with the vibrating dick. so hot. makes me want to do it on cam and show someone, show some guy with his cock out who wants to send me drugs so i will keep doing this on cam for him, whenever he wants, do this and more, be his wild fuck toy on cam, follow his nasty orders and be his cam slave on drugs. fuck yes. im definitely a whore and a sex addict and a nympho. and its so good.

i like to make dirty videos. soon i want to start selling them to strange men, and making custom videos for strange men, very dirty fucking videos, shockingly dirty, totally perverse, videos that make them cum so fucking hard they worship me.

my pussy is so wet and hot, i wish i had a dildo to suck on right now, id love to be choking and gagging on it, i love the way that feels, so fucking dirty. i'm such a whore when i'm wasted like this and fucking myself like this. i'll read this tomorrow and be surrprised at my dirty mouth. but this is how i feel inside. im a fucking whore. i cant help myself . i love sex. i love being slutty. i love getting men off and being worshipped by them and by their cocks. it's all sooo fucking goooooood.

i was born for it. i was born to fuck. ive always been horny ever since i can remember. sooo fucking horny.